William’s farewell to political blogging

We won. Game over.

As I posted last week, I am resigning from political blogging.

Here, I repost my resignation from last week on TN Free. I want to thank all the regular readers of my blog, I leave behind a huge archive of posts on the failure of the Bush Administration and the GOP here at Loose TN Canon. I wish to move forward and not be involved with business of politics anymore.

It feels so good to have a 'smart guy' as President, someone who may make mistakes just like any of us, but at least someone we can trust and be proud of. I am once again hopeful and proud to be an American.

UPDATED 9/09: As much as I try, the direction this country is going has sometimes sucked me back into political commentary. The lies and misinformation, partisanship, hate, ignorance, racism and most of all, the stupidity I see from right-wing fundamentalists is quite disturbing.
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William’s farewell to political blogging
12. January 2009, 17:21 William

I am tired. I am tired of debating. I am tired of focusing on what is wrong. I am tired of hating Bush. I am tired of classifying people with different viewpoints as inferior, so as to elevate myself and my own opinions. I am tired of the negativity and expending energy to discredit people. I am tired of politics in general. I am tired of the need to win arguments at any cost. Sometimes I feel sad when I look at my political blog that I spent so much time and energy on. I don’t need or want this in my life anymore because I really think that over the course of the last few torturous years, the negativity and frustration with Bush Administration affected my outlook, my happiness and even my relationship with people on both sides of the political fence. There is simply something wrong with gaining delight in constantly criticizing. Sure, I always cited statistics to back up my claims but even so, I frankly took too much delight in the hunt and the kill. I am proud of many of my posts, but I am not proud that I denigrated people for their cultural, religious, physical, educational, and geographical background. All it has done is generate more dislike, more negativity, and more hate from the other side. With a propensity in my personality to “always be factual and correct” - the debating basically brought out an elitism that anyone who read my posts is familiar with. Not that I don’t think I’m usually right, it’s just that on occasion, I did cross the line and my apologies to all. Even though I never called Glen, Serr8d, #9, “asshole” as much as they called me that, they will tell you, I convinced them of nothing. This political debate thing took on a life of it’s own with me and it changed me, for the worse. I want ME back. I can’t believe I let it consume me.

The holiday season was an epiphany for me. I want to share with you a few things that inspired me. Every Christmas Eve, my family has a special dinner reserved for us, just me, my parents, and my brother’s family. My brother’s son 23 yr old Kris decided to invite a friend to have dinner with us because the kid had no place to go. What made this simple act of kindness so inspiring to me was that our guest was not only a large black man from a foreign country, but he was deaf and could not speak. My nephew Kris took the initiative to lean American Sign Language to befriend and accommodate his fellow athlete. It would have been so easy to ignore someone who was so different, someone who could not speak or hear, but Kris went the extra mile to be kind to a friend who he did not want to see spend Christmas Eve alone. You don’t have to believe in the supernatural to understand the example of Christ, the spirit of kindness, and that it truly feels so much better to do good than look for bad. For me, I’m done. Let someone else be whistle blower.

The election was emotional for me. It was almost like a weight being lifted off my chest. I knew Obama was in the driver’s seat when they called PA right out of the gate. And I knew it was over at 8:25 pm CST when Ohio was called for Obama. It wasn’t until an hour an a half later, that the networks called the Presidency for Obama. Even though I knew Obama had won an hour earlier, at that moment, the 10 pm hour when the networks declared President Elect Obama, I admit it, I cried. It was a relief, and all the frustration of the past several years just seemed to leave me.

I sincerely hope that this new year will bring what we all want. The hope for a better America, the hope that all our friends and loved ones will be able to attain happiness and a good life. Regarding the future for me, I intend to begin to live life as a more joyful, kinder, and giving person.

So Glen, you can revoke my password, this is my final post here.

Love, peace, and blessings to all.